I actually pulled it off! I am sh*tting my pants! I made it to F5. Everything
I needed to happen, happened. Blindsided Jason, tricked Alex into putting up Raven and Kevin. Raven went home. Now I convinced Kevin to throw the HoH comp to Cmas but I convinced Cmas to throw the HoH comp to Josh. Now Josh won. Now next week, I'm gonna die, all I have to do is compete against Cmas, Kevin hopefully for the final, the HoH that I need to win the 4 to 3.That's what I've been counting on this whole time. If I win that I guarantee myself a spot in the F3 and I think I can win this game! Without going on the block once this entire season! I've been trying to keep my excitement this entire season but I'm about to.. (Paul does a lil dance) I 100% cried today because it was hard AF. I actually really like Jason, and I really like Raven but f* me I had no choice. So wish me luck. Hopefully if Alex gets clipped this week I'm pretty confident that I will make it to the end. Crazy accomplishment. I've been busting my ass off every week in this game. I've been controlling everything in this game, from day one until right now. And I've been keeping up with you guys so hopefully you wrote me a nice little journal. But I can't f* up next week. I have to win, I HAVE to win.