I think your problem is that you cannot believe that I and ALOT of other people do not see her skating "for the joy of it". Is she "selling" her program despite the jumps being off? Does she sell her spiral, spread eagle, flying camel, choreo, WHATEVER to show she is indeed invested in the performance? What I am seeing is a detached skater skating to a piece of music that can really carry itself because it is so uplifting, and she's just going through the motions with no emotional commitment. Every. dang. time. If there is joy in her skating that I'm not seeing, could you please reference to me even one second of her performance where she exhibits such? You accuse me of being unable to believe that someone can skate for the joy of it, which is just incorrect. Nugumanova skates for the joy of it, and she'll never make a World/Olympic team, but her skating is compelling because you can see that she's skating "for the joy of it" (also because she's a beautiful skater as well). I love watching Nugu's performances, even when she usually bombs. I'm not poo-pooing her skating and saying she should retire, because it's clear to the eyes that she is happy and enjoying herself. So yes, I can believe that someone can skate FTJOI. Do I see Gracie skating FTJOI? No. Almost the opposite.