LordCirque
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Thank You FSU! It because of many of you that I have realized what really matters to me in my life and what does not. What matters to me in my life are the real life friends I have that love and truly know my morals and character; the instructors and Professors that believe in me and trust my abilities; my family that loves, helps, and supports me through the puzzle and maze all in one that my life is, and continue daily to try and solve.
What doesn't matter is the opinion that a single person on this board really has of me. You know absolutely nothing of me or of my real self, nothing of my true person or character. You just make very vicious comments and assumptions that are completely unfounded based on a handful of posts and very poor decisions I have made, all of which I have made in my life and will continue to make in my life. As will every single one of you.
Many of you pretend to know me and the character I have but not a single one of you knows me in real life or has taken a real genuine chance to actually get to know me or the person I really am.
Maybe my life has not progressed at the timeline for which you have prescribed for me, or in the manner of which, but every day I start over in a brand new story that none of you know anything or very little about. I am doing many other things in my life that none of you care about it.
Am I a perfect person? No. Have I made my mistakes? Absolutely but please tell how none of you have made very bad decisions in your life you wish you hadn't made, but have to live with. This is my life whether you approve of it or not. I'm sure you would all LOVE to be judged by mistakes while your temper and emotions were raised, your mind an absolute cluster feck, and decisions you made in your teens and twenties. I'm sure you would all adore having that done. That is what all of you have done to me.
My life is just that my life, it is not yours. Your life is your life. I work very hard every day to find new ways to continue my life forward again, that none of you know or care about.
So thank you FSU for continuing to remind myself and realize what really is important to my life, and it is not an internet forum full of nothing but a band of trolls that decided to make a message board and then decide to routinely gang up on members when you don't like or approve of something they said or did.
Thank You FSU for continuing to remind me to keep pursuing my self improvement and my goals and prove every single one of you wrong about me every single day of my life.
I really do all you a sincere thank you though, over the last few days, you really put a lot of my life in perspective.
I am beginning a very new chapter and story every day in my life, that none of you matter in or even bothered to ask to try and read. Once again, thank you for really helping me put my entire life in real perspective in this very heavy time of transition in my life, and realizing who and what really matters in my life.
There are a few of you that this does not apply to, you know who you are, but to a great portion of you, it very much does.
With that I leave you with this, I could practically write this song based on the comments and messages I've received on this board:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbYSiLg-0sg
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What doesn't matter is the opinion that a single person on this board really has of me. You know absolutely nothing of me or of my real self, nothing of my true person or character. You just make very vicious comments and assumptions that are completely unfounded based on a handful of posts and very poor decisions I have made, all of which I have made in my life and will continue to make in my life. As will every single one of you.
Many of you pretend to know me and the character I have but not a single one of you knows me in real life or has taken a real genuine chance to actually get to know me or the person I really am.
Maybe my life has not progressed at the timeline for which you have prescribed for me, or in the manner of which, but every day I start over in a brand new story that none of you know anything or very little about. I am doing many other things in my life that none of you care about it.
Am I a perfect person? No. Have I made my mistakes? Absolutely but please tell how none of you have made very bad decisions in your life you wish you hadn't made, but have to live with. This is my life whether you approve of it or not. I'm sure you would all LOVE to be judged by mistakes while your temper and emotions were raised, your mind an absolute cluster feck, and decisions you made in your teens and twenties. I'm sure you would all adore having that done. That is what all of you have done to me.
My life is just that my life, it is not yours. Your life is your life. I work very hard every day to find new ways to continue my life forward again, that none of you know or care about.
So thank you FSU for continuing to remind myself and realize what really is important to my life, and it is not an internet forum full of nothing but a band of trolls that decided to make a message board and then decide to routinely gang up on members when you don't like or approve of something they said or did.
Thank You FSU for continuing to remind me to keep pursuing my self improvement and my goals and prove every single one of you wrong about me every single day of my life.
I really do all you a sincere thank you though, over the last few days, you really put a lot of my life in perspective.
I am beginning a very new chapter and story every day in my life, that none of you matter in or even bothered to ask to try and read. Once again, thank you for really helping me put my entire life in real perspective in this very heavy time of transition in my life, and realizing who and what really matters in my life.
There are a few of you that this does not apply to, you know who you are, but to a great portion of you, it very much does.
With that I leave you with this, I could practically write this song based on the comments and messages I've received on this board:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbYSiLg-0sg
3825968255