Adelina Sotnikova:
"I do not want to leave the sport as Lipinski"
Adelina Sotnikova - Olympic champion in 2014, returning to the gold Sochi the championship of Russia, alas, as a spectator
His victory in Sochi in women's figure skating Adelina Sotnikova turned his whole life. After the triumph, we agreed that will meet again when the dust settles experience. To re already consciously remember the Olympic Games.
Except that none of us had not imagined that on December the Russian championship Sotnikov come spectator. And what to speak at the podium of the Olympic "Iceberg" we will have the sounds of someone else's music without having any idea of when the season starts for Adeline and how it will end.
- Sochi - a place now special - sigh my companion. - After the Olympics, I'm here for the second time, before performing the fall of the Russian Cup. As soon as I get on the rink, immediately rolls so many memories: how came to the Games, as settled in the Olympic village, as I went out on the ice to skate the long program, and the hall yelling, buzzing, stamped ...
- Olympic champions often said, recalling the victory that had a presentiment of it. You have been like?
- In the morning, nothing special feeling. After a workout, suddenly began to worry too much, even though the training was very good. Then he walked, went to sleep during the day. And waking up, surprised to realize that quite calm. Like not speaking at the Olympic Games. It was very strange. All previous days I lived with the feeling that the Olympics - is a very special holiday. A decisive day holiday feeling suddenly disappeared. Everything was somehow very ordinary. But just as I once knew immediately that all will be well.
- It is strange that you are talking about the Games as a celebration - if you remember everything across that you had to pass before the performance.
- I really do not want to recall it. Of course, at some point, it was very hard. But, apparently, it was worth it to go through all that most understand how I strong man as capable to deal with the circumstances and able to do in such a short time again to freshen up.
- And then you did not go to the World Cup in Saitama. Do not feel sorry later that decision?
- I'm going to go to Japan, planned it. After the Games, to go on the show, where both completely skated his program - to continue to keep yourself in shape. Then he returned home to resume training, and a few days later, suddenly felt a sharp fatigue occurred. Apparently, the positive emotions received after winning the Olympics, some time enough to continue to ride, feeling the rise. And then they are somehow at once over. Do not want to say that I have a bad mood or lost the desire to train. Just inside the formed absolute emptiness.
- This is very scared?
- Yes, very. I could not understand what was happening to me. Shared her feelings with her mother, with the coach. They explained that this is normal, when the incredible emotional ups comes as a severe recession. But it was still uncomfortable. Maybe because for all posleolimpiyskoy euphoria, I never had time to realize what had happened. Too fast and suddenly it happened.
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- What has changed Olympic victory in your life?
- It is in all respects changed my whole life. Starting from the fact that I began to learn everywhere.
- It does not bother?
- No. Sometimes the focus is really too much, but ... no. I've always wanted this. Since childhood. Silly, is not it? But my childish idea of happiness was just this: I somewhere to come, and everyone knows who I am.
- And how this dream has been associated with the Olympic Games?
- Well, it was a whole different ball of desires that kopilsya from the time when I was very young: in hands a gold medal, to stand on the podium and listen to the hymn, sing it. To this is seen worldwide. It seemed to me that if ever with me that happens, then we can assume that life is lived not in vain.
- Perhaps now nice and understand that from a financial point of view, you can afford more?
- Just in time for the money my attitude has changed. I do not scatter them. And never scatters. Moreover, before it happened that I had been saving for a long time on some thing dreamed, as ever buy it, and now I can kind of go to the store and buy whatever you want, but mentally ask myself the question: is it really much I need it? And calmly renounce something.
- You largely indulged in the Olympic season. What most strongly wanted when it ended?
- Delicious. Just for the Games themselves left the country. I have long dreamed about how after the show will go to the "McDonald's" looking forward to this moment. And the competition is over, and I suddenly realized that nothing I want. Later, when I returned home to Moscow, my mother made for me my favorite cake. And this feeling that you can not afford a tiny bit, but this, this, huge kusische and eat it - it was the one-a-ak healthy and delicious!
It is clear that I have recovered, while resting. Then he had to again take himself in hand, clear gain weight.
- To win the Olympics, you at least a little hesitant, before deciding to continue to ride?
- At first I just wanted to just relax. Nothing to do at least a month. Do not go to the rink, not to see the ice. At the same time, and I thought there was no missing the season. Besides, I quickly realized that a whole month to do nothing - it's a bad idea. Especially when you rest on any resort in the "all inclusive". Too long and hard and then have to return themselves to working condition.
- Why do you continue to ride? Won a major title, you can go to school, start a completely different life. I am sure that many people are looking at you now think so.
- I do not know how to answer. It's not even that figure skating was and continues to be my whole life that is hard to refuse. I have always wanted to know: what is it about the Olympic victory that makes quite young athletes leave the sport? I'm knew exactly when she won, I do not want to leave. And especially do not want to go the way it did Tara Lipinski. Although I can understand it. This is a very large burden of responsibility - to continue to ride and perform when you do not just watched by millions of people, but discuss your every action, your physical shape, your appearance, your results.
- You already feel it all for yourself?
- I'm still older. And Tara when she won the Olympics, was 15 years old. Yes, take the same Lipnitsky Julia - she now only 16. Just something went wrong on all sides showered reproaches. Like, Julia is not the same, that was a year ago, is not that the "iron" ... And people are never iron. They - just people. And all need support.
I understand that everyone has their own fans have for someone better than anyone Julia, or Anya or Lena. But that's no reason to wish all the other evil? We all work very long and hard. All want to achieve results, and probably do not always deserve that we sometimes spills.
- You are afraid to start playing?
- No. Furthermore, I understand that you can not win all the competitions in a row. And no other athlete can do that. In all there will be ups and downs - this is normal. The main thing is to have a number of those who believe and support. That's really important. Everything else - is nonsense.
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- How did you get such a serious injury?
- When I came back from the World Cup of Sochi and started training already in full force, I felt how quickly things are starting to turn out. It gives strength - just wanted to ride and quickly began to have serious competition.
At the tournament in Sochi, I was terribly nervous. Might have said that after the Olympics, it was my first start, or just had an additional responsibility, but the feeling before going on a short program were simply awful. Inside, all squeezed into a ball, and I totally could not help it. In this head I perfectly understand the absurdity of the situation: went in my life for so many many different tournaments, including the Olympic Games, and are going to compete with the children and at the same time shaking with excitement.
In any program of this was not. But due to the fact that I was sick tucked leg, we rolled in Sochi lightweight version, and jump complex cascade began only in Moscow. Managed to restore the flip-coat, lutz-rittberger, and with every workout, I felt better and better. Perhaps at some point just pereprygala. And the foot was again ill.
Just then Elena Germanovna (Buyanova. -
Note. "SE" ) went with Maxim Kovtun on the stage of "Grand Prix" in Shanghai, I have the same plan was rolled free program with all the jumps. The fact that the leg is not all right, I get another workout. Even confused. Began to think that if I refused to hire coaches may decide that I'm not ready to do it. And if I go to ride, it is unclear what will happen to your foot.
In general, decided that it should in no matter what was to roll the program. That no one even thought does not appear that with me that something is wrong. Here and rolled ... to arrange a vacation.
- You said that only after a stage in Sochi really felt the desire to ride. So, until then had to force myself?
- It was hard to jump start again. I always told myself that it was necessary that without complex cascades generally pointless to go out on the ice. Perhaps it was also fine - longer than usual to get involved in the work. Still, the Olympic season was I too heavy.
- All the time, we had to spend in a cast, you at least to some extent trained?
- Not a word! I can say, did not get out to the rink - it spent much more time than it was healthy. Just most of the work had to be done lying down. Even lying choreography involved. Well, yes, she could not stand on the injured leg. But I'm all kinds of swings and lying could do? And when I first came out on the ice, I realized that so bored that I could not stop. I even cried out from the side of the pope at the time: "Hush! Careful!" And I raced at breakneck speed, then stops and begins to feel the ice hands.
I was catching up on so long that she could not catch her breath. Dorval ...
- In the Russian championship, you come to just look at others?
- Not only. And to train too, since here is our entire team.
- How long do your feelings, it may be necessary to ensure that a fully restored to its former shape?
- Even to think anything in this regard do not want to - nazagadyvalas quite recently. Why should repeat the mistakes? Now just do the best I can, enjoying each day of work. And there - how the rest.
- Feelings of self-skating remained the same or changed?
- I myself am trying to be the same. Such as after the Games. Still, in the summer I pretty much played in the show, and after the pre-season rentals, many experts say that my skating has become much more powerful and expressive. It was nice to hear. Therefore, we want to save some quality, to develop them further. Skating to become as beautiful as that of Carolina Kostner.
- Her skating you something particularly captivating?
- Yes I Am. Softness, sensuality. Every time I saw live as riding Carolina, ceased to exist for me everything else. I stopped to hear what was going on around, stopped noticing people passing by - staring at the ice, as if hypnotized. I'd like to someday someone just started to look at me and. On the way I ride.
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- During the performances of competitors in the "Grand Prix" you watched?
- Not really. It's frustrating when you do not skate itself. Finals, I still decided to see even set the alarm not to miss any program the girls. And not heard - woke up when the competition has ended. Just in time to see a sign with the final result.
- How much time and energy consuming you now what is called secular life?
- I agree not far at all the offers and invitations: still hard to be constantly on the mind before the camera, in a good mood and so on. Although I'm not annoying rather interesting in itself constantly try something new. Take the same photo shoot: thanks to them I began to better understand myself - as I look, what image I like more, as much as possible to experiment with make-up, hairdo, clothing. Really liked to sing. I even caught myself thinking that I would be interested to seriously address the vocals. It's also defined an effort - to sing out loud. But it's so cool - to open a some quality, the existence of which had never before suspected.
- I know that after the Games, you signed a contract with the famous sportswear company. This imposes on you any obligations?
- Not very long. Under this contract, I briefly traveled to New York - took part in the launch of a new line of sportswear. But this - too fun. The more so because of a trip to New York, I dreamed for many years. I really wanted to see what it looks like the city, which is constantly spoken in the world.
- In your quest to all new, never wanted to try his hand in pairs or dance?
- So I've tried. First, the training camp - danced together with Maxim Zavozin, and then we somehow found themselves on the show with Tatiana Volosozhar and Maxim Trankov, and I persuaded Max to try to make me a single emission rittberger.
- Do not you scared?
- Scary, of course. But the interest overpowered. I struggled trying to convince himself that it was not Max throws me, and I kind of jump itself. All the same, it felt like I planted two meters in height. But somehow landed - though on two legs.
- Do not feel sorry for you will again close his life in the framework of the rink when to start full training?
- I think the Olympic title simply requires that a person have time to do everything. Anyway, I like to think that I will succeed. And indeed everything in life happens, if we managed to win the Olympics.
- And you have to set an example to young children?
- It is very nice, by the way. Just recently I had a chance to try yourself as a coach - to work with the kids at the rink CSKA. I liked it. The main fact is not to put me to someone as an example. And to look at me, these kids themselves thinking: you need them or not figure skating. And if they want to achieve Olympic victory. Because if not - you do not need and start. To engage in a great sport without purpose - only to spoil yourself health.