In March 2022, Gabriella Papadakis was crowned Olympic champion and world figure skating champion for the fifth time. Just as everything seemed to be converging toward the 2026 Olympics, Gabriella chose to step down and announce her retirement. This book recounts the intimate and political reasons for this unexpected gesture: why leave the ice when another Olympic gold medal was within reach, and why reappear a few months later alongside a woman, to break the codes of skating?
The result of radical introspection, this story reveals a life trajectory shaped to shine, whatever the cost. Between resounding victories and invisible injuries, the vital need to dance and the violence of the environment, worldwide acclaim and the intimate conviction of the necessity of leaving, Gabriella delivers a testimony that is both lucid and sensitive about the reality of high-level sport. She writes so as not to disappear into the silence imposed on women, and to reclaim her story and her art.