Okay, I'm not really a religous person, but I do believe in the power of positive thinking and the power of FSU. The last 48 hours have been really awful and I don't know what's going to happen. I don't really want to get into a lot of details on a public board, but it involves a relapse of a serious illness (not me, but one of the closest people in my life) I'm really scared. I feel like any minute my whole life could be flipped upside down. Until I know more and have digested what's happening I'm not really comfortable talking to anyone in person, but I can't keep it completely in. If anyone out there could send some positive vibes this way, I would really appreciate it.