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My cancer situation

Discussion in 'Off The Beaten Track' started by Spazactaz, Aug 15, 2013.

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  1. Gazpacho

    Gazpacho Well-Known Member

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    I'm thinking about you, Jesse. I really hope that you feel better soon.
     
  2. Vash01

    Vash01 Fan of Liza, Julia, Elena, Evgenia, Russian pairs

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    (((Jesse))) Peace and love to you.
     
  3. victoriajh

    victoriajh Well-Known Member

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    thinking about you jesse....hope today brings you some relief, comfot and sleep
     
  4. sk8pics

    sk8pics Well-Known Member

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    Jesse, I'm thinking about you and wishing we could do something. I hope you get some relief soon....
     
  5. iloveemoticons

    iloveemoticons Well-Known Member

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    (((Jessie))) I pray that you have easier breathing and more comfort.
     
  6. MINAM

    MINAM The "NICE" Admin Staff Member

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  7. rfisher

    rfisher At least I still have Pairs to look forward to

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    Jesse, you might ask your physician to try breathing treatments with albuterol and see if it helps with the feelings of suffocation. Talk to them and ask about a respiratory therapy consult if you haven't tried this. I understand you might feel your medical team isn't helping, but it is very important that you communicate your needs, feelings and symptoms. Communication has to flow between the patient and the medical team. I hope you have a good night.
     
  8. KCC

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    Wish I could be there to hold your hand through this. Do what you can and know that you are loved by many. Hoping you have an easier night.
     
  9. personwhoishere

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    I haven't posted in this thread before because I don't know what to say beyond what has already been said, but sending my best and wish I could help. We are all with you in spirit.
     
  10. overedge

    overedge not your emotional support turkey

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  11. Spun Silver

    Spun Silver Well-Known Member

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    Jesse, I keep reflecting on all I have learned from you these past months. You taught me to see an axel takeoff. In your own skating you showed me such natural gifts as well as some of the hard work it took you to achieve your technique. (How gutsy to post your falls on Youtube!) I learned what it looks like to endure misery with grace, truth, courage, and even humor. And how much awful suffering there is in this life that healthy people dont even dream of. And not to take my body for granted. And I got to know your wonderfully intelligent, quirky self, with your love of clarity, your patience (with me especially), your firm opinions, your ability to make beautiful music without (according to you) having a real love of music (can't say I understand that one), your passion for skating and your deep knowledge of the IJS. I even learned about Canada. I dont want to go on and on so I will stop... but there is so much I am thankful to you for.

    And I hope to God that you are getting relief and AIR, and that your team is getting its act together.
     
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  12. Domshabfan

    Domshabfan A proud P/C fan

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  13. skatesindreams

    skatesindreams Well-Known Member

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    My thoughts are always with you, Jesse.
     
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  14. Simone411

    Simone411 Crazed & Dazed FSU Fan

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    Jesse, hoping and praying this is a good day for you and that your breathing improves. Keeping you in my thoughts as always. <3
     
  15. cruisin

    cruisin Banned Member

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    Jesse, is your breathing getting any better? Sending good thoughts and love. XOXO
     
  16. BittyBug

    BittyBug Not Rolling My Eyes

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    Thinking of you, Jesse. :)
     
  17. Gazpacho

    Gazpacho Well-Known Member

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    Thinking of you, Jesse, and wishing I could be there to hold your hand and give you a hug.
     
  18. LynnW

    LynnW Politiking for Purple

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    I'm thinking of you Jesse and, like everyone else here, wishing that there was something I could do to help. Peace, comfort and love to you.
     
  19. OliviaPug

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    Big (but not uncomfortable) HUGS to you, Jesse! And lots of love too. Wishing you a peaceful day surrounded by all things that make you happy and comfortable.

    O-
     
  20. Vash01

    Vash01 Fan of Liza, Julia, Elena, Evgenia, Russian pairs

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    (((Jesse))) Peace and love to you.
     
  21. Buzz

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    Lots of love, prayers and good vibes your way Jesse.
     
  22. orientalplane

    orientalplane Mad for mangelwurzels

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    Wishing you comfort and peace, Jesse.
     
  23. Rock2

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    Warm healing vibes on their way to you Jesse.
     
  24. DaveRocks

    DaveRocks Wheeeeeeee!

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    I'm very sorry to report that Jesse passed away this afternoon. I have no other words. :( :( :(
     
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  25. succubus

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    God bless him - I hope he is resting peacefully and am thankful his suffering has ended. Man, life really sucks sometimes.
     
  26. BittyBug

    BittyBug Not Rolling My Eyes

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    I too am glad that he is no longer suffering, but so wish that he hadn't to begin with. He was always such a positive guy - never a bad word about anyone, always a haha or LOL in his posts. Beautiful skater, and seemed like a genuinely super nice guy.

    I hope his family is able to make peace with their loss. RIP Jesse, aka Spazactaz - you will not be forgotten.
     
  27. Ice Queen

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    The world has lost an amazing man, and we have lost our friend Jesse....he was such an inspiration. I had always admired his skating thru the videos, and what a pure natural talent he had been blessed with. I admired the courage, strength and determination he had thru this horrible illness. He endured so much pain and suffering, but never forgot to check in with his friends here. He will be deeply missed, and he will continue to be an inspiration to all that had the pleasure of knowing him.
     
  28. victoriajh

    victoriajh Well-Known Member

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    i had this strange feeling today to check this thread.........
    we have lost a great skater- poster- man- son and friend
    ......rest in peace Jesse - i hope you can breathe and skate to your hearts content now
     
  29. fscric

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    Rest in Peace, Jesse. I am sure he is in a place where there is free of pain and full of love.
     
  30. peibeck

    peibeck Not picky!

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    Wow, this is devastatingly sad news. He was such a young, sweet guy.

    I am glad his pain has ended though. His last few posts made me so sad to know he was suffering so much. May he be forever in peace now.
     
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