My cancer situation

Discussion in 'Off The Beaten Track' started by Spazactaz, Aug 15, 2013.

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  1. KCC

    KCC Active Member

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    Hello, sending good thoughts and wishes to you! Hope you can sense all the love coming your way. Take care!
  2. Spazactaz

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    Today has been craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy busy... I haven't been awake so many hours in so long! Was in lots of pain at the hospital, but finally got to have a shower. Then decided I would try coming home for the weekend. Had SC taping, so just finished watching all of that. My eyes can barely stay opened now... I am used to sleeping every day until this time! Very sore still in this bed but hopefully things won't be too bad.

    Thanks for all the well wishes :)
  3. Spun Silver

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    Lots more tomorrow so sleep hard! When you have energy, if you feel like it, tell us what you liked (and didn't). This will be a unique FSU thread - you can be as opinionated as you want and no one will pick a fight with you. ;)

    Seriously, I hope your day at home tomorrow is great in spite of today's huge exertions. Say hi to :dog: for us. Stay warm, Jesse. :cold:
  4. Really

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    Check Facebook when you get a chance, Jesse -- I saw a photo there for you!
  5. attyfan

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    You are in my thoughts and prayers.
  6. Vash01

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    (((Jesse))) Sleep well and have a restful time at home. Enjoy watching SC. Good night.
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    Jesse, have a good rest at home and enjoy SC. Hugs.
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  9. cruisin

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    What a wonderful thing to do! Jesse, I hope you are comfortable and are enjoying watching the skating. XOXO
  10. skatesindreams

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    So many people are thinking about you today, Jesse, including me!
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    So many people are thinking about you today, Jesse, including me!
  12. BittyBug

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    skatesindreams is doubly thinking about you. ;) I hope you're a bit more comfortable at home today. :)
  13. gkelly

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    Enjoy the skating and the time home with your family. Hopefully with minimal pain.
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    Spaz, enjoy your time with family, and watching the SC tapes. Post your comments on the competition if you feel like it. Hugs from Koala Land again.
  15. Spun Silver

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    Jesse, Sending good wishes for your weekend. I hope your meds are kicking in and enabling you to enjoy your mom's delicious soup. Porki must be growing up - any new pix (maybe you and her together)?

    No spoilers, but try to see Patrick's free, also Julia's and Akiko's. :) XOXOX
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    Prayers, hugs, and wishes for a good night, Jesse.
  17. Spazactaz

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    Watched skating all day of the last 2 days. No comments, just glad Lip won.
    I never see Porki. She just attacks me so she is not allowed on my bed or anywhere near me because it just is too painful when she runs on my chest and such.
    Today I thought I was going to die for sure. I was suffocating sooooooo badly, couldn't breathe and was just in so much pain. Seems to have gotten slightly better now but I don't know what to do.
  18. Vash01

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    (((Jesse))) I hope you feel better and sleep well tonight. So sorry to hear you cannot see Porki. I hope things get better for you.
  19. cruisin

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    Good morning Jesse. Glad you are getting to watch the skating. I hope it gives you some enjoyment. So sorry that Porki can't snuggle with you. And so sorry that you are having more trouble breathing. How long will you be home? I hope you get to watch more skating and are as comfortable as possible. XOXO
  20. rfisher

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    I'm sorry Jesse. Hopefully, your doctor can up you pain med levels. Have they suggested a morphine drip you can control? They might need to start a central line if your veins aren't holding up. Don't worry about addiction at this point. Hope this is a better day.
  21. skatesindreams

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    (((((Jesse)))))
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    Lipnitskaia made it look so easy, didn't she? Hope today is more comfortable. I'll be thinking about you, Jesse.
  23. KCC

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    (((Jesse)))
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    This is what I have been wondering about.
    I don't even know where to begin to suggest an advocate for pain control for you Jesse or for any out there dealing with pain. Maybe we can all come up with some ideas together. I hope that you can enjoy watching some more skating.
  25. Really

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    {{{{Jesse}}}} I'm glad you got to watch the skating.
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    Oh Jesse, sorry you're having such a rough time. :( Praying for God's comfort and peace for you, and freedom from pain.
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    Very glad you got to watch the skating, Jesse! Really hoping the pain can be controlled and that you have a better day today. Thinking of you.
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    Jesse, wishing you a peaceful day. Always in my thoughts.
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    Great pics! Can you tell us who the FSUers are (by screen name, of course!)?
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    Glad to hear you were able to watch the skating Jesse - thinking of you and wishing you well *hugs*
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    Jesse, I don't think I can find better words than those that have been said in this topic so I remained silent, but I wanted to tell you that you have been in my thoughts, too.
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    I am glad that Lipnitskaia made you happy. As she did many of us. :)
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    Jesse, I'm so glad you were able to watch the skating. Thinking about you this Sunday and hoping it's a good day for you. <3
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    (((((Jesse))))) So glad you got to watch the skating. Hoping that today, you will be able to get a good rest.
  35. Dave of the North

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    I'm on the left.

    Jesse - hope you enjoyed the skating.
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    I hope today gives you some pain free time and peace. I hope you are able to see the skating gala. I heard it was a great show
  37. Gazpacho

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    Wishing you a peaceful day, Jesse. Many hugs (((Jesse)))
  38. Spun Silver

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    Jesse dear, I hope the breathing is coming much easier today and the pain coming much less!

    Do you miss Porki? Did you think of putting her in a small airline crate on a chair next to your bed? New puppy owners often do this (I have). She will cry at first and then settle down because she is near you, and if the crate is close enough, you could touch her through the bars, or at least see her and know she is with you. Of course she couldn't be crated 24/7 but a few hours or overnight would be fine.
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    Hope you're having a better day today Jessie. Thinking about you. *hugs*
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