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Cheylana
03-29-2012, 04:29 AM
Our bunny Trixie died today -- one day shy of her sixth birthday. Unlike her companion bunny, she had been healthy from the day we adopted her as a rescue, over five years ago. Never ever sick.

Last Friday I noticed she wasn't racing over to get a treat as she usually does, and it bothered me; I made a mental note to get her a vet checkup on Monday. Saturday night I realized she definitely had eaten nothing all day (it can be hard to tell since I have two buns), so I took her to the animal hospital on an emergency basis. This started a crazy few days in which my sister and I took her back and forth to the vet, where they gave her subcutaneous fluids and prescribed antibiotics. We cradled her, administered medicine, tried to force-feed her, cleaned off the diarrhea (sorry), sang to her, tried to will her to live. All to no avail. Tuesday we had her admitted to the hospital for overnight IV fluids and medicines, figuring they were better equipped to turn things around. This morning I got a call from the vet, telling me Trixie had gotten much, much worse. The IV fluids weren't processed by her kidneys, instead they pooled around her lungs, making it difficult for her to breathe. I went to visit, and she was totally prostrate, couldn't even lift her head, let alone sit up. I knew it was over. We reluctantly authorized the vet to put her to sleep this evening. We were there, kissing and petting her while it happened. It was so hard to watch her die, even though it was quick.

I am beyond heartbroken. How does one heal a big gaping wound in one's heart? And how does one stop replaying and second-guessing all the decisions made? I truly feel like an unfit bun-mom. If only I had noticed she wasn't eating a little sooner. Then I could have gotten her to the vet a little sooner and it might have made a difference. Trixie was healthy, strong and not old. She deserved at least a few more years of frolicking around my apartment with my other bunny. They were a bonded pair and he's going to be totally lost without her.
:( :( :( :( :(

IceAlisa
03-29-2012, 04:33 AM
I am so sorry, Cheylana. You did everything that you could and made sure she was with you and comfortable. You gave her a wonderful life in your home. Best to the other bunny.

shan
03-29-2012, 04:34 AM
((Cheylana))

BittyBug
03-29-2012, 04:49 AM
I'm truly sorry for your loss, Cheylana. It's obvious that you loved Trixie very much, so I can imagine your grief right now.

I think it's natural to replay everything and ask whether there might be anything you could have done differently, but it sounds like you did all the right things. It seems like you were very much in tune with her behavior and that you promptly took her to emergency care on Saturday as soon as you realized she had not eaten that day rather than wait until Monday to see your regular vet. I'm not sure what else you could have done. :(

((((((hugs))))))

Vash01
03-29-2012, 04:55 AM
(((((Cheylana)))))

These things happen. Don't blame yourself. You did nothing wrong. It was time for Trixie to leave this world. Remember the joy she brought you. I hope you feel better.

skipaway
03-29-2012, 04:55 AM
So very sorry for your loss of your bunny. She sounded like she was well loved and taken care of by you. :(

Cheylana
03-29-2012, 05:26 AM
It seems like you were very much in tune with her behavior and that you promptly took her to emergency care on Saturday as soon as you realized she had not eaten that day rather than wait until Monday to see your regular vet. I'm not sure what else you could have done. :(
I could have taken her in on Friday night when I saw she didn't race over to collect her treats. Totally out of character for her. I was concerned then, but I delayed by a day. I can't help but wonder if it would have made a difference. I would give anything to go back in time and do it differently.

skateboy
03-29-2012, 05:35 AM
I am so, so sorry.

ks1227
03-29-2012, 05:40 AM
:( :( :(

overedge
03-29-2012, 05:41 AM
((cheylana))
There could have been a lot of reasons other than sickness why she didn't take her treat, and it doesn't mean that you were a bad owner because you didn't do something then. Please don't berate yourself - it's hard not to, but you got her the best of care as soon as you realized that something was definitely wrong, and that shows how much you loved her and were a responsible caretaker.

Cheylana
03-29-2012, 05:46 AM
Here's my sweet Trixie with her companion (she's the black & white with blue eyes):

https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/553269_2903954529287_1573215109_32093933_919486137 _n.jpg

I truly appreciate all your condolences. I'll try not to beat myself up, I just love and miss her so and I can't believe she could go downhill so quickly. Can't seem to stop sobbing... I'm sorry... I guess I should head to bed. :(

Vash01
03-29-2012, 05:53 AM
Cheylana,

Thanks for sharing the picture of Trixie. I am sorry for your loss. I hope you feel better.

Smiley0884
03-29-2012, 06:08 AM
No :( Losing a pet is so devastating. Hopefully you and your little bunny will be ok. When my dog was whining a lot, I figured it was because he wanted more attention or wanted to go outside. After a while I realized he was in pain and I was so mad at myself for not figuring it out sooner. But there really isn't much we can do...animals behave in certain ways for so many reasons, it's easy to chalk it up to something common. I'm sure your bunny knew how much you loved her, and that's all that matters.

UMBS Go Blue
03-29-2012, 06:09 AM
(((Cheylana)))

Michelle and I send our deepest sympathies. :(

judiz
03-29-2012, 07:32 AM
so sorry!